Stuck

Well, I've got less than a month left at my internship and about a month left in my lease which obviously begs everyone's favorite question "What's next?" And to be honest, I don't know.
I have no idea actually.
They say freedom and options should be invigorating and inspiring, but its sort of not. As a college graduate with virtually no responsibilities, my list of options for what's next is almost endless. I really can do whatever I want to do. But therein lies the next problem, what do I want to do? It's an almost overwhelming sensation whenever I think about what I'm going to do when August ends. It has even led to my self-diagnosis of having mild to almost non-existent anxiety attacks. I like to think my unsureness about the future is a lot more serious than it really is.
I know I'd like to travel, preferably abroad, and continue to write and connect with people. I know I want my animals to come with me and I know I am downright tired of being financially unstable. I want to experience and seek out what I refer to as "life experiences".   I am after all a dreamer.
Of course, that all sounds wonderful and as cliche as it is, a lot easier said than done.
I mean I do have some reservations about all my grandiose plans.
My family, my friends, my personal safety, relationships, all of those things make my decisions and choices that much harder.
I made a Facebook post one day about wishing life was like the Goosebumps books I used to read as a kid. In some of the books you had the option of choosing whatever ending you wanted. Me, well, I would cheat. I would pick one, read it and if unsatisfied, I would go back and pick another.
Unfortunately though, life doesn't work like that. We are left with only the choices we make and there is no going back or changing that.
My biggest fears are that I make a decision or choice and spend the rest of my life wondering "what if?" Or, perhaps I spend the next 10 years traveling and trying to fill some void that I claim to have, only to find out it is not filled and I've been searching all along for nothing.
Big choices and big decisions have big consequences.
I feel like I am at this crossroads in my life and I just don't know what road to go down.
All I do know is that in exploring my choices I hope to keep my faith in the world and myself and have the confidence to make my dreams possible.  I also hope that whatever road I do choose to walk down, I do so with a head held high and an open heart and mind.

**All men dream: but not equally. Those who dream by night in the dusty recesses of their minds wake in the day to find that it was vanity: but the dreamers of the day are dangerous men, for they may act their dreams with open eyes, to make it possible.**